Personally I've experienced this... pretending that I'm NOT in-loved to the person that I'm really, really loved. I try to hide the feelings..., for some reasons that I'm not worthy for him, We have a lot of differences, I felt jealous every time I saw him with other woman or He is in a relationship. Sometimes how I wish I have a magic wand, and point it to the woman to disappear. It's so painful but you have no right to be jealous.
Reflection: "Don't punished yourself of having a relation with someone you don't love and avoiding someone you really love. You're hurting and lying to yourself. "
Reflection: "Don't punished yourself of having a relation with someone you don't love and avoiding someone you really love. You're hurting and lying to yourself. "
